Mahabharata and Ramayana
Growing Up?? Beware…
What changes as you grow up??
Its not relationship with your friends but its understanding. You start understanding Shatranj ka Khel. It should not have been like that.
But you start being politic and underplaying. This happens without knowing. But it happens. And same rules apply from small things to big ones. Its from Sport to Studies. Spreads all over. And in addition to that some people call it as being Sportive. God only save them.
Recently one of friends called that my nature is too diplomatic. To be frank, I was hurt. And started thinking over it. Why did he call me like that? Instead, after some thinking I modified the question. Why did he call me that I am more diplomatic that others??
It might be because of I can’t disguise my intentions or feeling. I am OPEN DIPLOMATIST. I cant play under games (Not most of the time but as you know some times such tricks are indispensable). SO I do things openly. While others with whome I was compared do the same even with more intensity but disguised. The play same tacts but secretly. Surreptitiously.
I fall on mouth most of the time.
And so I am vulnerable.
And they are Good natured people who do clandestine moves.
I HATE this.
I just can’t be like them.
Are you Matured????
My Confession Few Months ago….
I am Doing Mechanical Engineering from COEP..
You know what does that mean????
First of all I am doing Engineering
If it does not suffice to explain my abilities then let me tell you I am doing it from COEP….
Have not you heard of that??????…
No…?? Oh..!! You are totally nuts…
Get rid of your life.
Its one of the topmost collegges in India. It has got a long and rich history.
Just look at the stalwarts in the industry who are now stainding pillers and backbone of Indian Economy and to your surprise you will find that most of them are COEP alumnus…..
And Do you know whats going on nowadays in placement cell???
almost 100% placement… Its not a joke its practicallity.
Its buliding has been declared as National Heritage Building.
It has got Boat Club.
Regatta, MindSpark, Ramanujan Maths Club, Astronomy Club and not to forget COEP History Club, many things are there……
I was very optimistic while taking admission.
But , oh, what a pity, . Its not what I was thinking of.
All the things which I mentioned above are there, indeed.. Not a least doubt about that.
But to be proud oh history is not enough to carry on the torch of Quality.
You really need to be aware of many things.
Hey,I am not gonna take off the college here.
Sorry, if I have disappointed you.
Let us put it this way.
I am still optimistic, looking forward….
I am young and I am able.
I can change the world.
Confidence is all what I have.
So, I am not being sorrowful. I will change the system.
And Now …….
I was Wrong.
To be mature means to comprehend the situation. To understand it. And to accept it.
So you become mature means you start thinking as system thinks. Rather as system wants you to think.
Thats called as being Mature.
I call it System Assimilates You.
Thats what happens to most of us.
FAST CHANGE……
FAST….
Time is running too fast.
I was just awestruck this morning. Few days ago I was in 9th standard, 10 th standard…
छोटास्सा मुलगा, आईचा शाहणा बाळ hoto…..
And counting those few days, came out to be 5 years.
And now I am in Third Year B Tech. !!!!! ?????????
Next year will be final year of my Graduation and I am going to get placed in industry. Will have a salary… Am I in Dream????
Its very hard to keep in pace with it. All things are getting changed too fast. There was a Wada few months ago on next street. Now there is a posh 10 storied building.
Technology has also enhanced but it is erasing the remarks of time and past from all over. Totally new things are emerging up. Change is the only constant thing. I accept. But one should get adequate time to cope with the change.
There is one thing called as habit because of which one feels safe in ones life. Habit is doing things repeatedly without thinking, seeing, eating, listening to same voice again and again and get used to them. To get used to them. And it takes time.
Unknown surroundings fears most.
Dostoevsky has said in his Crime and Punishment that Man is most afraid of doing things to which he is not accustomed. If there is darkness you are afraid.
And there will be darkness when either you are ignorant of the facts or you are incapable in comprehending them. Both are there in Fast Changing World. Instead, Fast Changing Time.
About its consequences, depends on individual.
But for me, I am very afraid. Cant even enjoy my college life to the fullest.
Let it Be.
This situation too will some day change.
Lets hope for that day and wait.
Wait to get accustomed. Hehehe…..
Time
Many times I feel like time is running out of the time
Hehehehe…
Like a sand
We have no control over it.
I was in 10th standard some says ago. Days??? I was in 10th before 6 YEARS… The also it feels like the things in the much distant past have happened yesterday or a day before.
Why???
We pass much time lazily and lingering here and there, doing nothing.
I have read somewhere that the most perfect socialist in this world is Time, which is available to all in same quantity. All get that day of 24 hours only. Hour of each man is of 60 minutes only. Now it depends on us how to utilize it.
पर्वचन बास.